As im falling

"If you love someone, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it doesn't, then it was never meant to be." -Anonymous-








Taken it from my jinjin's blog.. But this is true.. IF He/She is fated to be with you no matter what it will always come back to u :)






Well it has been a long time the last time i updated my blog.. BEen very very busy with my hw, classes and also job.. Arghhhh i need money very badly i would say... Im planning to have a birthday party of my own this year since im officially 21 :) weeeeee im at a legal age for doing anything... hahahah where is my gold key??? Possibility will be in genting, pd or a nice restaurant in Kl/Selangor... I wish i can make this happen as i din reli have a birthday party since when i was 13 yrs old??? pathetic rite?? but last yr was fun because there are lots of surprises by my friends n cousins... hahah.. But somehow i wish both of them will be there for me although they are in UK... My bestie, carey n jin jin.. muacks..






I miss DADDY!!! i mean my bro's father... There were times when i tried to avoid him last time and now i can feel his important role in my life... The only person that makes me feel comfortable at home.. I miss days when i was before 12yrs old... He took me as his real daughter eventhough im not.. HE will nvr neglect me and showered me with unconditional love.. DADDY, I LOVE YOU!!! Now, i don dare to find him when there is anything that i wanted to talk to him because he got his own daughter already.. At 1st it was weird when i heard this news and its kinda hurting me.. But his 1st expression was faster hugged me and telling his ex wife(my mum) that no matter what keshin is still my daughter rite... it was sweet.. But somehow i would say that no matter what own daughter is more precious then ex stepdaughter... *sobs* He is the greatest thing that GOD has given to me eventhough he is not here for me at this moment..



OK... no more emo... hehehehe 2 more weeks to go...... Our PINK PARTY hosted by the 4 birthday girls which includes Michelle Tan, Michelle Tee, Cindy and ME... weeeeee..... Aiks i haven't hunt for my pink dress as im so so so so so busy... ok keshin is dying soon... Give me more oxygen!!!! I need to breathe!!!!! ISH ISH!!!





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