:'(

Maybe if i don't talk that much or remain silent.. It would be the best option.. When i tried to explain, you think that im defending which im not... Im trying to tell what's on my mind so you can understand me.. But yet you think that im defensive... If i don't value this sisterhood i wouldn't have keep finding you to explain.. I'm not trying to hide the stories but im explaining it.. Maybe being too straight forward ain't a good thing... I just wanna tell you that I love you a lot thats why im telling you all this to avoid miunderstanding.. But yet you don believe me and said that im disgusting because you think that im trying to tell you how pitiful am i.. Which i'm not...





I think in the future i should just remain silent just like the past.. I would prefer to keep everything inside my heart and solve it by myself... Im tired explaining and my eyes seriously tired..