Judgmental

I hate it when people being judgmental on me.. Wth i seriously hate it can i just do whatever i want and not letting people to judge.. Whatever i'm doing I know everyone is saying bad things abt me.. So what?? why on earth i wanna care so much?? can i just do whatever without thinking what YOU PEOPLE will judge on me...







YES, i know that i'm a playful person but compared to last time i changed a lot.. OK!!! Yes, last time i just play without thinking of the consequences and i regretted so now i won't repeat the same mistakes.. BUT U PEOPLE STILL THINKS THAT I FOOL AROUND WITHOUT STUDYING.. WTH.. Did i flunk any subjects at this moment?? NO rite... I'm not a nerdy type of person but i did put effort in my studies.. SO STOP SAYING I DON STUDY!!!! EFF you.. Even if i played but i will study even harder to replace back the guilt...







Second, I did not fool around with my relationship ok!!!! Stop judging me based on my failure relationships.. Not that i want to but i can't stop it from failing.. I do want a good relationship but at this moment i don't even dare to think far because i SEE it with my own eyes that good guys will always betray their wives or gfs.. So??? Just let the flow goes naturally.. I won't resist when there is a relationship waiting for me but I don't dare to put hopes.. Because I know that every time i put hopes for sure i will hurt even deeper.. So why on earth i still wanna hurt myself??? I need to protect my heart you know... AND IM NOT A SLUT OR BITCH... and stop saying that relationship will affects my studies.. I know to differentiate and plan on my timing... SO SHUT THE EFF UP... IM old enough to think....








I know that people are saying bad things about my future... Even last time 2 of my cousins also being judged at the same point.. I would tell you no matter where and what, I know my limit and I will continue with my studies... SO?? SHUT UP!!!! I didn't use your money and so why you want to judge?? I'm not begging for money or what so ever shit... AND I DID save money ok... I got my own planning and i don't simply bang myself..











STOP ALL THE NONSENSE OK!!! JUST MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS!!!